Three more days at work left this week and then I’m off! Friday, the 1st was the first possible day I was allowed to finally take time off (because than the six months of “trial period” will have passed) and I decided to take the time off at the first possible moment. Not because I don’t like my job, I do, even though I still sometimes feel overwhelmed and in way over my head. But my coworkers are all very very nice people, so it’s all in all still a lot of fun to work with them. In over my head or not. Deep down I
think know, that I’m not in over my head and that I can do this job and like I said, I like doing it, but still… Time off is nice as well!
I only had the few days off between Christmas and New Year and that’s already been almost two months away. Last year I was handling the longer hours (compared to the
old previous job) fine, at least I thought I did. But this year it’s starting to drag me down and it doesn’t even help that there is more daylight in a day already. I’m just ready for time off to spend my days with other stuff than work. Because in 2013 it didn’t feel like there was a lot of other stuff and that’s frustrating and exhausting. I have no idea what I’m going to do with all the time, besides working on the grad school assignment that’s due in early April and which I haven’t really worked on yet. But I hope there will be other fun stuff as well. And sleep. Lots and lots of sleep. And no alarm ringing in the morning. Heaven.
Only three more mornings to go. I can do it!
[This rambling post is brought to you by a suddenly exhausted brain after spending the nights watching the Oscars. The show was kind of meh, and Seth sucked as a host IMHO.]