Same Old, Same Old… But Different (Maybe?)

I’m once again at the point where I’m worrying too much. About all the things. I don’t like to worry, but I can’t help it. Obviously. Worrying leads to putting things off and to get distracted and to let bad habits rear their ugly head again. I’m so utterly unproductive and unorganized and I spend too much money on random stuff, because… distraction and all that.

I look back at posts from a year ago and I realize that I’ve been at that same floundering state of mind last year around this time. Or maybe I’m still there? I don’t know. I don’t think I’ve spent the last 11 months worrying, but maybe I did? Nah, not really. I don’t really know what brought this on now either. Maybe it’s still some aftershocks from the horrible April, when I was out sick more than half of the month? Maybe it’s a after-40th-birthday-blues? I really have no idea. But I don’t like it…

2705So today I’ve decided to try and stop all this worrying. To try and do better. Be more mindful. Get less distracted.  Be creative. Work out. Meditate. Dance. Let life happen…

Wow, that sounds pretty New-Age-y… sorry :-)

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