And help us with remembering that the only thing that’s left to do is live.
(I Knew Prufrock Before He Got Famous ~ Frank Turner, 2008)
Today was the 1st day in long while which felt like a proper good day. As good as it gets for high risk person in a global pandemic anyway. Work stuff I was anxious about went well, I was rather productive…
— Susanne D (@dennasus) May 5, 2020
That’s what I posted yesterday. For some naive reason I expected today to be a similar good or at least not bad day. Hah! I should have known better. Today was…. ugh! One of those lost days and I can’t really say what made it such a lost day or why I was in such a slump. For a while I tried to figure it out, but couldn’t, which made the bad mood I was in even worse. Spiralling. Getting nothing done. I really don’t want to try to analyse why now either. Maybe I should. I don’t know.
I got my new phone a day earlier than expected. (Yeah, I bought a new one after my broken screen of the less than a year old was driving me nuts) I spent a lot of time setting it up. I got a few bits done for work. I… almost started to list all the dawdling, procrastinating things I did and the junk I ate. But let’s focus on the tiny bit of good stuff.
- I’m listening to Regina Spektor at the moment as a recommendation from Frank Turner in a chat last night and I like her quite a lot. Some of her songs are a bit… weird, but not in a bad way. Interesting anyway.
- I’ve downloaded another easy going (hopefully) contemporary romance novel.
- I still have more ok / almost good day than dark and lost ones. That’s progress.
- Only two more day till the weekend.