You’re not as messed up as you think you are:
Your self-absorption makes you messier.
Just settle down and you will feel a whole lot better.
Deep down you’re just like everybody else.
(Reasons Not To Be An Idiot ~ Frank Turner, 2008)
And I’ve nothing to say in my defense,
I’m far from perfect and I’m still tense
(Imperfect Tense ~ Frank Turner, 2008)
I couldn’t decide which one of those quotes fit my current state of mind the best. They both feel pretty valid at the moment. I’m – once again – in a really weird mood: Worrying too much, thinking too negative, feeling too overwhelmed, letting anxieties wash over me. I feel messed up and I know that thinking about how messed up I think I am, only makes it worse. But what can I say?
At least I’m acknowledging the problem and am working on it. Bit by bit.
Sorry, that this is such a downer post at the beginning of a week…
[MicroblogMondays started at Mel’s blog]