26.12.2019 | A Little Bit Of Everything

Blog Archives | I’ve spent some time these past few days going through all the posts of this blog; putting some posts in private mode, because I started feeling a bit uncomfortable with personal stuff I shared. Stuff that wasn’t about me and therefore wasn’t mine to share. Other posts set to private or got deleted were those which included photos I had stored on services like flickr or ipernity. Services I stopped using and thus deleted my accounts from years ago. I couldn’t be bothered to find the original photos and upload them on my blog server now, so…

I had planned that for a long time and it shouldn’t have been on the top of my to-do-list, but somehow it got there. And in a way I was glad I finally did and can finally check that off. I was also glad, that I wrote my sort-of-decade-recap post earlier, when my mind was still able to remember what had changed for me in the past 10 years. Because reading through all the blog posts was…. slightly disconcerting. Because it seems like I’ve always been this floundering, insecure, worrying, procrastinating girl, asking herself, what she’s actually doing here on her own blog. It seemed like an endless cycle of being worried about stuff and planning to star over with something. And yet, I’m still here and I still feel like I haven’t really figured it out. It’s a bit weird. It’s even weirder when I realized how many people I had at some point linked to have stopped blogging. Why am I still doing it? 

My Peak Challenge (MPC) | I’ve signed up again. Of course I did. Even though I still haven’t figured out how to be more consistent, I don’t want to give up on it, if that makes sense. In 2017 I was doing alright with it all, workout wise at least. I bagged my first Munro and was much more active than I have been in the past 2 or 1.5 years. And I want to get back to that, because I did feel better back then. I’m not sure yet about any challenges to give myself yet, but I still have a few days to figure it out. I made myself go out for a walk yesterday and noticed once again how not-fit I am at the moment.  That’s where the header photo is from by the way. 

TV Junkie | Yes, I am. I’ve spent so much time catching up on TV shows or watching new shows or binging on old shows. I ended my Gilmore Girls rerun with the “A Year In the Life of…” for the first time since it aired back then. Rory was quite an annoying 30 something bitch in that, wasn’t she? I must have blocked that out… “Virgin River” on Netflix was nice, easy going stuff. I’m at the moment having “Mrs Maisel” Season 3 on, but I’m not really focusing on it, because it’s kind of boring to me. I still haven’t found a new show that really gets me hooked. Maybe I should focus more on reading, my shelf of unread books is cramped enough. 

[And yes that collection of random thoughts is just a test run to get me going again with this blog…. hopefully] 

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