So far from OK, tongue-tied and afraid,
The big things stay the same,
Until we make
(Little Changes ~ Frank Turner, 2018)
For the first time in quite a few years I didn’t do the whole “New Year, New Me” resolution kind of thing. At least not in a detailed “write it down and/or share it with the world kind of” way. I’m actually quite glad that 2019 is behind me as it was a weird year for some reason. I feel like I was floundering too much and too often and too long. The only sort of resolution might be that I will try to stick to what I start doing or at least give it a proper try and not give up when it gets a bit difficult for the first time. Little things like meditate more regularly. Spend less time mindlessly browsing social media.
I feel myself straying into “making up resolutions as I type territory”. Damn it.
One thing I will try to do is write here more often, even if it’s just a random jumble of thoughts. Sort of a daily journal. I don’t know.
I’m back at work tomorrow and I’m not dreading it as much as I thought I would, which makes me wonder a bit to be honest. And that even in the face of knowing there will be lots to do right away. Maybe the two weeks of vacation and being lazy and sluggish helped to recharge my mental batteries (for the lack of a better phrase) more than I thought. But let’s see what I might write down here tomorrow evening… :-)